Pump up the volume, of life.

Author: Michal Maayan Don

Live in high volume and learn to bump into walls possible!!!

Live life, really live.

It’s an approach, it’s also a practice, it’s an experience, and most of all, a conscious choice.
Choosing to find the ability, at any moment, to be less in avoidance and more inexperience. To live truly, to live boldly, in a variety.

It is the deepest, most spiritual wisdom that is also the most mundane I have ever met.

Its a deep wisdom wich in order to embody it, there’s a lot of practice to do, a lot of tools to learn, a lot of consciousness expansion and changing paradigms and old and irrelevant concepts.

And then … Then there is the courage to try and experiment and experience and touch and taste and fall and love and envy, and get excited and more. Another flavor, another really deep encounter with life.

Life is a meeting … if I may be the wise old woman who already has something to say to the next generation …

Life is a meeting. A deep encounter with the present moment.

A deep encounter with the endlessness of time … a meeting with the self, with all its complexity, a meeting with man, emotion, body, spirit …

A meeting with the air around me, the night animals and the trees in my home garden, with stone, a wave of the sea, with a moment in childhood …

A meeting with a choice to love and experiment with more love and connection in this life.
Encountering fears allows for a date with courage and daring.

Meeting the depth of dought that brings the highest faith.

An encounter with the glass walls of what I believe I can and cannot is what will take me to shatter the walls of my own consciousness.
This is my favorite challenge sport: smashing on the walls of my “perception of possible”!!!
And then find out that … or there is no wall at all, that there is a place where I thought it was impossible.

Or, (I really like) shattering, crashing, rubbing the floor with pain and vulnerability, turning into a wet puddle of my own life’s juice, and gathering and reconfiguring, a new entity with cells that are learning the new possibility I choose to implement in life.

Then throw my self on my walls again.
I remember some moments of enlightenment. For me, enlightenment was not spiritual, although there was quite a huge light created by the liberating from the bonds of separation between me and life as an entity, as being.

I realized that all the glorification of self-sacrifice, giving to something else and someone else at my own expense, is not what makes me the right woman or a good member of the community, instead, it turns me into a creature who is lost on the way to healthy self-realization of themselves and the environment.

I realized one day that life was meant for … a celebration.

Celebration only.

In this celebration, it is possible and even worthwhile to strive for things that are important to me … but not the self-sacrifice on which I was educated by. No more.

So I was weaned off the self-esteem drug by self-sacrifice. Not easy for Jewish young women … but possible !!

And since then, my spiritual, my most spiritual practice has been to celebrate life. Which is a big challenge sometimes … and also rewarding !!

Another moment of enlightenment:

Once I realized what God is for me, and what does God needs from me. It was a big moment on my ‘mountain of knowledge’, Gilboa. And it was also a simple moment.

God created a crazy amusement park, he/she the Creator, cannot play and go through the sensory and emotional experiences that are possible here, but we can. Us, the creatures living in the playground have the possibility to play and experience, and therefore, our God-given work is simple:

Experience … as much experience as possible … and transmit the experience to creation, to God.
We must live. To truly live and be in touch with the Creating Consciousness that receives the life force that the experience creates our way.
simple.

live. experience. To be in the presence. Project and radiate life and animals. and this!!!
This is what nourishes the creation system by force, which allows this divinity to function well, and prosperity and more and more healthy energy.

It was a beautiful and simple moment.
Living in a choice to experience and project animals is a choice that requires tools and expanding consciousness.

To create a life force, one must act from a life force.

And so, the whole story is to find who can teach me how to practice living out of experience rather than avoiding:

Tools to be in the presence of emotion and emotional power,
Tools to contain and create and move more energy in the body,
Tools to change the experience-reducing belief system we all have,
Tools for more courage. Experience ability …
Tools for remembrance of the innocent savage we built.
Tools to practice the wild love that seeks to live through us.

At any moment, ask the moment, what more ‘live’ at the moment would it be? Honestly share the vulnerability in me? To do something I avoided, to get into the fear of some kind of fear, to let the body learn ecstasy?

Except:
All systems of rules and regulations are there to protect us. There is a basis for thinking that man alone and in himself cannot maintain himself in a space that includes more people.
Outside laws define what is right and wrong for us.

There are wonderful things with it that allow human movement in large groups in harmony. And with that, we give up personal responsibility for our inner harmony.
Many of these laws choose the avoidance of the individual so that cultural chaos is not created.
Avoidance. Reducing the experience for the sake of order.

The belief that a person who only listens to himself will choose to experiences more and the least avoidance is correct.

But the belief that experiencing person is selfish and hurtful and not caring or empathetic is wrong.

I see how groups can also choose the most experience and experience and with it the most listening to an entity that is the ‘rule’, which chooses the most vitality together. I see that it is possible when working with the tools and consciousness that enable it.

It is possible to clash together, as communities, on possible walls. And then to discover that human groups are much more than we thought. Probably less vulnerable and more courageous. To me it makes everything … everything … just interesting.

Let’s have a fascinating life !!

You’ve noticed that there are a lot of people that when a conversation comes with them. For something touching, meaningful and intimate, are they starting to yawn ???

This moment the system just wants to disappear and not deal with the power of threatening animals ??

It may not be a yawn in your eyes, but perhaps this example will allow us to identify the responses of our mental bodies to the difficulty of containing many lives that pass through me. We all have one.

Go hunt them down !! Discover your avoidance patterns, get to know them well.
Then … get in them. Find the power to do otherwise.

And yes … it requires tools and choices.
live!!

And that’s what I want to learn and teach in this life.

This is one of the faces of my mission:
Experience, live, project, and radiate in a way that serves the greatest unity with the highest vibration possible. Every moment.

And teach others.